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Sunday, June 30, 2002


:: Chokeslammed; The Phoenix Has Risen :: 12:26:00 AM

The Latest In Ranting
Sunday Morning Edition


We have hit the last day of the weekend. And I am in shock obout David's latest post. What in the hell happened? Are you fucking insane? After all the shit you put this girl through on a daily basis you have the nerve to break up with her? Do you at least have a good reason? Or are you just pissy that I talked to her after you kicked us out Friday night? I know she said that you would probably get upset, but if you seriously did, you got issues. I can only hope that you have thought this through and aren't screwing over the best relationship you have ever had or probably will ever have.




Saturday, June 29, 2002


:: Chokeslammed; Diabolo :: 11:06:00 PM

I have nothing to say... Anyway if I say something the "web-pussy-master" is gonnna edit it! And...about what David said about the P...girlfriend all I have to say is the Quote of the Moment... "Nothing is over....until it's over" A Chinese guy told me that...let me continue drinking my heinken!

Administrators Note: As the web-pussy-master, I can edit whatever I want. And all I ever edit os the poor spelling and grammer of the posters here. Oh, and I told him "Nothing is over until it's over".






:: Chokeslammed; The Phoenix Has Risen :: 1:28:00 PM

The Latest In Ranting
Saturday Afternoon Edition


Well it seems that for the time being, things are going well for some people, so-so for others, and crappy for more. But isn't that life in general?

Going well.... The War of the Blogs has been halted as peace talks seem to have been succesful. Only time will tell. Brianne has, for the time being, joined the cman's Rants team of whacked out posters in an attempt to bridge the gap between the insane and the amusing. And if anyone out there has any idea what I just said, please let me know, will ya? I have added the link to Randomness and the link for Brianne is to Off the Paved Road, as promised.

So-so.... David has run the gambit of emotions in a short period of time. He started in his normalcy defending me against the attack of the Random bloggers, then moved on to sexual comments towards his girlfriend. You know, the semi-serious, semi-funny, all horny ones. It continued to an invite to me stopping by his house as he waited for her to get ready for the evening so I could see some of his latest collectibles. As I was there, the infamous party video was shown again. After MC arrived, he decides we are having a mini-party right then, right there. (No, I am not going to go into everything.) I mentiond that this was supposed to be a night for them to spend time together and I din't want to intrude, but David insisted and MC said it was ok. It was then that David asked MC to jiggle her boobs for me, to which I pulled out the singles and cat-called. I'm kidding Actually he sent us both home for bathing suits and asked me to pick up hot dog rolls as we were going o b-b-cue outside and then night swim, being it was 7 or so. His mom (thanks) cooked for us, even though we were going to ourselves, she decided she didn't want the house burned down. Before we ate MC had changed into her teenie-bikini, and more cat-calls ensued followed by multiple breast references. All from me. Pool time, which sucks for me since that means I have to get rid of the glasses, leaving me essentially blind. And David wants to play frisbee in the pool. "It's dark, your blind, CATCH!!" After having not been in water (showers and jacuzzi's don't count) for 2 years I cramped in my feet rather easily. Then it was out of the pool and time for chatting about misc things between me and David while MC performed a strip tease! Yeah, sure she did. Actually she had left to get dressed. Then on to 3 games of UNO, the middle one consisted of everybody cheating at the same time. I think the cat won. And she wasn't playing. More misc bs'ing while MC stared off into space. I mentioned again how maybe I was interrupting their night and that set David off. After 5 to 10 minutes of ranting, he kicked us both out for reasons unknown. I left without a fight, as I just don't care. She attempted to talk to him but it didn't avail anything. I had gotten to my truck as she was rounding the side of the house. I could tell how upset she was and after she got in her car I got out of the truck and walked over to talk with her. We had a decently long conversation about this that and the other thing, and she said I had helped calm her down, which was the main point. I would hope that David has spoken to her and apologized. As of this post I have heard nothing from him even though he was supposed to contact me early today.

Crappy.... Well, obviously MC, thanks to how David treated her last night. Then we have BS. I have heard that he is a bit peeved over the War of the Blogs, especially with the turnout which had two of his posting friends makig nice with me of all people. I am told that he thinks his friends are turning on him. That makes me think he was purposely posting what he did on Randomness just to get support and have people side with him. But I don't know, nor do I actually care. It has nothing (really) to do with me. I have posted EVERYTHING about my situation, which is obvious by the complaints of my obsession, or as Brianne posted on Off the Paved Road, stalking. Thought I missed that one, eh? :-)

I just finished watching The Majestic starring Jim Carrey. Movie was good, contrary to critics reports. It is definetly NOT vintage Carrey slapstick. It is an attempt at pure drama, and is done quite well.

That's about it for the time being. I need to go rot my brain with a vid game or two for a bit.

Songs of the Post
Saliva - Lackluster / Incubus - Warning
Papa Roach - She Loves me Not / Wallflowers - Heroes


Quote of the Moment
David, when he feels like.
"Titty....Titty Titty."





Friday, June 28, 2002


:: Chokeslammed; The Phoenix Has Risen :: 2:46:00 PM

The Latest In Ranting
Friday Afternoon Edition


I tried to be a decent person. I posted positive comments on my site about people who are predisposed to be a pain in my ass thanks to a blogging relationship with BS. But at least I tried to be civil. Then I get Binya going and attacking my web designing, only to be followed by amanda. Then whoever nikki is has to throw her 1/4 of a cent in relating to absolutely nothing. Hell, I've been waiting to hear Jack's two cents. Why not have the entire freaking blogging community give me shit because I made a comment toward BS. So I've been obsessive about a girl. Brianne gets all obsessive about her guy and the Macaroni Grill, the bane of all existence, and it's fine. BS gets obsessive about the same girl and it's cool. Me, I gotta hear shit from strangers who have no fucking clue what's going on just because. Do you see me going to Randomness, Off the Paved Road, Nikki's site, or any of your blogs and leaving comments about what you guys have to say about your lives? No. It's none of my business and I wouldn't know what I was talking about, so I don't.

Personally I believe that this War of the Blogs has run it's course. I doubt that Brianne is all that thrilled with all the comments between her posts and randomness, considering the fact that she, for the most part, has been civil about all this. Though I did not appreciate her comments concerning my web design, she, like amanda, probably only visited the blog page, which isn't my design anyway. So, barring any truly unsavory comments from you personally, Binya, I will not post any more comments on either of your blog's. I also would not like anyone to even have the opportunity of comparing me with the guy that deleted nikki's site. That kind of thing just goes well beyond the realm of a rant battle, and I will have nothing to do with it. I will also ask David not to comment anymore, though I suspect you will ban him anyway. He tries to defend me more than I would myself, and gets carried away. Word of advice to amanda; Enjoy your b-day. I have a feeling you didn't truly enjoy the events you described from last year, and hope you wouldn't do it again. If nothing else, it is dangerous. As far as nikki goes, good luck on getting everything up and running again. It just makes me realize the importance of backup even more than before. BS, though I never will believe in that relationship, the bets of luck for you two and for the love of god, try to keep her happy this time? I know even more than you how difficult it could be, but still.....

As far as being obsessive with LF is concerned, I don't think that could change. It is a simple fact of friendship. I have a few good friends and she is supposed to be one of them. When she isn't, it sucks. I bitch. Though I agree I put to much thought into the whole situation, if anyone who reads all this doesn't like it, I will quote my main page. "No one forced you to come here. You can leave whenever you like. So no bothersome emails telling me my site sucks or I shouldn't waste space on the net. Just go away."





:: Chokeslammed; The Phoenix Has Risen :: 12:35:00 PM

The Latest In Annoyed Ranting
Friday Afternoon Edition


I really was annoyed. For all of like 3 seconds. I have been surfing around through Randomness (no link this time) and Off the Paved Road, Binya's, or should I say Brianne's Blog's. I was inspired by the idea of two separate personal blogs. One for public use where a whole bunch of people join and post, and one a bit more personal to function as a journal. I may consider that idea, seeing as how long some of my posts can get. Thank you.

To amanda, Brianne, the self proclaimed Goddess of all media, and whomever else from Randomness picks up on my comments and links. I decided to take some time out and make some comments directed only at Brian, and you guys have to jump in not to defend him, but badmouth me and the work I have done. Why is this? I have done nothing but praise Binya's blog sites, thanking it for my own site. Hell, I put up links to it consistently just because I can. And then we have amanda, who cutely posts a comment on Off the Paved Road instead of Randomness, again about my site. Now I agree with one part. The template for my blog sucks. I started with the Randomness template, but it just didn't work here. I threw that blue crap out there just to switch it up. I have bene working on redesigning my whole sit in general, but with the recent comments showing the disgust toward my current template, I have dove fully into that project. As usual, any suggestions are welcomed. I also think that these people have not viewed the rest of my vast domain, as I have done neat and concise programming all throughout. And Binya, only my Old School section looks like a high schooler programmed it. Which is funny considering that I PROGRAMMED THE FUCKING THING IN HIGH SCHOOL!! As for amanda's comment about her not using a programming program, that's wonderful, considering I said that "most professional web designers" use programs. However, I applaud your use of JAVA. Personally I hate JAVA, and stick to HTML and Tables when possible.

If anyone else in general or any of you Randomness posters has any other comments they would like to make, serve it up. I'm here all week. Try the veal.






:: Chokeslammed; The Phoenix Has Risen :: 1:58:00 AM

The Latest In Bored Worker Ranting
Friday Morning Edition


First off I would like to point out that the webmaster I previously mentioned for Randomness posts as Brianne and commented here as Binya a few times. Once all the way back to my very first post! I only found it while searching through YAACS capabilities. This is gong to have a more in-depth response to Binya, as well as a few other minor points.

Comment #1, left on June 25, on my very first post. "Excerpt from me-"Randomness. After taking the time to read through all his posts, as well as some of the other people, I realized that people with nothing better to do with there life can blog and talk about random bs, or just rant a bit about problems to nobody and get off some steam." Binya - Hm, sorry. Maybe if you took the time to read a little more carefully, some of us *DO* have better things to do with our lives... seeing as the blog doesn't get updated frequently. And yes, it's a place to rant. There's a reason why the name is RANDOMNESS.

Btw, thanks for the link. I appreciate all random links that can direct people over to my neck of the woods."


Obviously, I did not exclude anyone ranting from my statement, and that would include myself. I know just as well as the next blogger that it can take just 10 minutes to post a whole lot of info and still do whatever else you want/need to do. I could have just ignored your page altogether. I was also defining (mostly) what it is to "blog". As far as the link, as I said in the comment on your site, I had to give credit where it was due.

Excerpt from me-"enough ranting on BS's diary

Her - Hi. It's not *his* diary. Pay some attention... diaries= written by one person... we post on a collaborative blog. As in, more than one perosn is posting stuff there. Oh, and thanks again for the link. Binya


I like the fact that she stressed that it wasn't *his* but the diary part was ok.... Now you pay attention. For the most part, excluding comments, if you just take each posts for a specific user and bind them all together for that user, it's a diary. Including yours, though you tend to be the one person who really does say a bit of everything, but that's because you have a personal "rant/blog/diary" of your own. Which isn't a bad idea considering how long my shit gets. But that's not the point. And I already explained the link.

Her - And honestly, I don't know who has more issues in this whole situation... you, who's hung up on this laurel chick and are obviously feeling insecure about her dating brian, or laurel, for bouncing back and forth between the two of you. Or at least... that's the story I get from reading your rather obsessive blog.

She has a bit of a point here. But look at it this way. Everyone focuses on something that either is or was a main part of their life. She was a, if not THE, main focus when we were dating. Due to extenuating circumstances (a low-paying job) I cannot afford to move out into my own apartment, and I live at her mother's house with her. So she stays as a main focus just because. None of you Randomness posters had any problem rallying behind BS when he was ripping on me or talking about how much he hurt when she left him years ago or anything else he puts about the two of them, so why do I get the short end of the stick? If she finally moves with him or I get my own ass out and am not around her, I'll end up forgetting the whole thing and ignore her lack of friendship. Right now it's just all in my face at once.

Hung up, yeah I guess. I attribute it toward a lack of options, but whatever. Maybe I am hung up. It's not unheard of to feel for an ex, especially if you haven't had a decent relationship since. But insecure? Do I really come off that way? I didn't mean to. I could care less that she is actually dating the guy. I say stuff because I know more about this story than you can dream of. I know BS posts, and I have an understanding that he may have chatted with you a few times, but you really don't have a clue to what really goes on between them, or how she is when he isn't around. You can only talk based on what you know about the situation, which seems to be very little, indeed.

As far as you comment on web design on you main page. Like you aren't talking about me. First off, I never claimed to be a designer. I just work with two of them. Second, it's better than your 'off the rack' template bull. At least my stuff is original. Except the blog page, and my hope is that will be changed within the next month, tops. Besides. Most professional web designers cheat and use programs to do all the work. I can't stand that. My HTML and JAVA may be somewhat rudimentary, but at least it wasn't programmed by Microsoft Frontpage or NetFusion, it was programmed Homepage to AboutMe by me and me alone.

And then there is that stupid post on Randomness about *someone* commenting but they shouldn't own a domain with their first and last name if they don't want people to know who they are. LIKE I CARE IF YOU KNOW WHO I AM!!! Like I care if BS or any of you read this and get pissed off! Like I expect you to care if you write something about me and I read it and get pissed off. The whole point of this blog stuff is to post whatever floats your boat about whomever you want. With all the stuff I wrote about LF, do you think I care if she reads it? NO! Hell, I sent her an invite to sign up and post herself! Who the hell cares?!?

Well, that was fun. I hope Binya responds to me in some way. I actually really enjoyed her input on all this and I like the bantering with someone new. And I am serious, Binya. If you want to post here outright, even just to tell me off, let me know. I'll be thrilled to add you. I could use the distraction. And if you have any design ideas, you can send them too. A few posts back I said I was redesigning my whole site and especially the blog template. I'd love some input.

Songs of the Post
Alien Ant Farm - Smooth Criminal / Limp Bizkit - MI:2 Theme
Our Lady Peace - Somewhere Out There





Thursday, June 27, 2002


:: Chokeslammed; The Phoenix Has Risen :: 1:37:00 AM

The Latest In Bored Worker Ranting
Thursday Morning Edition


I have found out that this rant page will not work with Netscape past the header and footer with background. Looks like I really have to work on that new template now.

***** So BS has finally post on Randomness again. He complains about getting in trouble for wearing a hawaiian shirt to work (like that wasn't going to happen) and mentions how his boss wears one all the time (he's a boss, it's what they do). He talks about his relationship with LF, of course. Her cheeks are hurting from smiling so much my ass. You're a fool to believe it. Didn't know Etheridge was gay? Have you been dead for the past, I don't know, 8 years? I thought Friday she ditched you to spend time with me, but then I realized that you don't get home till 6 or so. Ok, enough ranting on BS's diary.

All in all the time spent with LF was fun. I asked her for sex like 8 times today out of boredom (no BS, I wasn't serious, she just gives me the weirdest looks when I ask, it's cool) and she turned me down flat every time, but it got her laughing, and that's what mattered. I am sore as hell after my racquetball matches, but not as bad as usual since I actually got to use the jacuzzi this time. I got to help her do a bunch of clothes shopping wihich is cool only because she tells me I have great taste for her clothes, and I reply that she tastes great. What can I tell you, I'm a perv. It's so much fun though. Anyway. She really has told me that she prefers shopping with me over BS since I pick out stuff she really likes. Plus I actually force her to buy the stuff she needs, since she just hates to spend the money. As a matter of fact, I paid for the stuff she got from Sears, which was quite a bunch. But she liked it all and that's what matters the most. She said I get to take more pictures.... I don't have any recent photos. I am currently working on downloading a game called Dungeon Siege that she is all into these days. Two CD's worth at 700+ MB a piece, though at that amount how do I burn them? DAVID I NEED HELP!! *****

So David, let me know what's going on for the weekend. I MUST get an oil change and I need to figure out the best way to do it. If your gonna be around on Saturday, I could use a favor.


Songs of the Post
System of a Down - Aerials / Puddle of Mudd - Drift and Die
Incubus - Warning


Quote of the Moment
Little Nicky
Sandler - "Release the evil!" (Ball explodes) "Oops. Too much evil."
TV Announcer - "I've never seen anything like that before! The ball just exploded in his hands! And yes, my hair is aflame!"





Wednesday, June 26, 2002


:: Chokeslammed; The Phoenix Has Risen :: 5:15:00 PM

The Latest In Ranting
Wednesday Afternoon Edition


***** Ok. We're home.

First we argued for two hours on the finer points of doing what and where and what I could say about it. Finally at 11 we went to the gym to play racquetball. In 4 games the series was tied at 2 a piece.

Then it was on to the mall. Basic wandering and pointless purchasing ensues. Though it will be said that I ended up with just two comics, while she got a number of items of clothing. In the middle of all this we ate. Point to make. It is now even harder for me to get into her pants.... She bought 2-pair of jean shorts with buttons, no zippers. *****





:: Chokeslammed; The Phoenix Has Risen :: 6:42:00 AM

The Latest In Bored Worker Ranting
Wednesday Morning Edition


Since I will probably post later today about whatever occurs today involving LF, if anything, I will try to keep this short.

Ok. I'm done.





Tuesday, June 25, 2002


:: Chokeslammed; The Phoenix Has Risen :: 9:36:00 AM

The Latest In Bored Worker Ranting
Tuesday Morning 2nd Edition


***** Hmm. Let's add to the post asking about tomorrow and LF. I got home and asked if she wanted to do something tomorrow. She suggested going to the gym. I asked about anything else and she mentioned the movies and the mall. Shs said it was supposed to rain tomorrow. I talked about how she could do something "big" with me. She goes out to places in the city, trips to the aquarium, and originally she was going to the Botanical Gardens tomorrow, all with BS, but with me it's all run of the mill stuff. She was VERY hesitant about agreeing, and she never did. I look at it as she is saving this stuff for him so she is forced to be happier with him, since that is where she is doing the stuff she really wants to do. Finally I re-offered the small stuff and she said maybe we would go to the gym then see Minority Report. But then she said that I couldn't post the fact that I saw that movie with her because BS really wants to see it and wants her to go with her and he might possibly see that I went with her a get all pissy. Now I am pissed off. I can do something with her, but if it is something BS is even remotely interested in I can't say it happened. Well, who else thinks this is bullshit? *****







:: Chokeslammed; The Phoenix Has Risen :: 5:29:00 AM

The Latest In Bored Worker Ranting
Tuesday Morning Edition


David, Sam posted for the second time here, and it's for you. (Mostly)

Sam is right. There are some great memories. (Out of respect for Sam, I will not swear this post.) Time for me to throw in a few.

Sam may not have twisted his ankle 3 times in a game of b-ball if he hadn't been DOING LAPS AROUND THE COURT the whole time, including when the rest of us were resting. I think somebody (probably me) hit him over the head with David's car to calm him down... And don't get me started on that C++ programming class, where the rest of us struggled while Sam doodled all day while ruining the grading curve at the same time. Though I think I remember the first day in the course over the TV, the teacher at MCC said, "I assume you all know C." We were all like, "No....." She asked us if we knew any programming, to which most of us again said no, then we get hit with, "This is a keyboard....."

No, Sam. You weren't forced to go to the prom. You were forced to go to the bathroom AT the prom. As a group of guys. David, Sam, myself, Chris P, and maybe Chuck E all pulled a "girl group" and decided we must take a joint trip to the bathroom. Once inside, Sam and Chris hit the urinals, where Chris asked Sam if he wanted him to hold it for him, and I followed David into a stall while he sang "Nobody knows how dry I am". Within 2 minutes we were banned from the bathroom for the remainder of the evening. And by the by Sam, thanks again for the use of the shades that night. Oakley's are sweet, and there's nothing like a guy who needs glasses dancing around a dark room wearing regular sunglasses.

And can anyone truly forget the greatest morning meeting outside the band room ever, with the purple tap dancing dinosaur by Bycheck's office? I mean, really.

***** I was nice and hadn't really mentioned LF in the last few posts, but the time has come again. Everything has been normal since Friday night. She has largely ignored me and spent all the nights with BS. Saturday she went to the concert but stopped in by me when she got back, though it was midnight by then. During the day we had talked a bit. She had said she might not go to the concert because Brian had a headache. I was about to offer to take her myself (since I knew how much she wanted to go) but then she mentioned that if this had been Creed she would just force him to go no matter what. I felt that the kind thing would have been for her to ask if I would go, so I was pissed off. Sunday was the bitch as she actually asked me to pick her up after work so she could come home long enough to change and go out with BS. As usual, I refused. The latest is that BS now has to work this Wednesday and probably a bunch from now on, and maybe even some VERY late nights. That is because they realized he does NOTHING and are going to make him do something. She told me by stating that I wouldn't care, since I have said that I only want to do stuff with her because she wants to, not because she has no better offer. Now normally I would have found out about Wednesday when LF would ask what I wnated to do, thereby confusing me since I knew BS was taking off. By stating it this way, she makes it sound like she wants to spend time with me but feels I will say no. Anybody have any suggestions for me? I would like to spend a bit of time with her, especially since at some point she will have her day off switched from Wed to Saturday. That is twice as bad since not only is BS already off anyway, that is when I hang with David, so I will never see her. Any advice would be appreciated. *****

Songs of the Post
Korn - Beating Me Down / Offspring - All I Want
Red Hot Chili Peppers - Californication / Puddle of Mudd - Control
Incubus - Warning /


Quote of the Moment
From Stage Crew - Sound of Music - circa 1997
Martin Repasi (while a couple of SC guys were moving a giant archway) - "Sam, do you guys want some help?"
Sam B. (Straining) - "Yes, Marty."
Martin Repasi - "You want me to go get Keith?"





Monday, June 24, 2002


:: Chokeslammed; Sam :: 11:47:00 PM

Dave, you really opened up a very wuzzled door (wuzzle means to mix (oh, and btw, skultch is junk)).

Anyway, there are very fond memories of it all... I still have about 8 tapes full of the old Animaniacs episodes somewhere around here. I drove past Dave's house a few times running from one place to another and chuckled about the Summer (and Winter and Fall and Spring) when he was moving brick to build that wall. I also remember twisting my ankle about 3 times in a game of B-Ball we played. I also remember Marie Kolotis copyrighting a "Hello World" program (Keith was there, as was Ken Golener).

I'm not sure I'm depressed, but I do miss those fun times. Time is moving quickly! I need that Time-expander hat that Dexter has on Dexter's Lab.

Well, as a closing note, I don't tend to forget folks I've been involved with. I would say that I don't remember forgetting anyone, but that would be quite silly. Seriously, though, I hang on to memories -- the folks I knew won't be forgotten.

This also means I'll remember someone forcing me to go to a prom and someone else wedging oil in his Baratone and Miss Martarano and a diving slide to save a tree on stage during Alice in Wonderland and someone's marvolous idea to strike the radios on the opening night of The Sound of Music which I still disagree with till this day (but I guess she was the director) and on and on it goes.

Wow... no work tonight, and I was hoping to writing up a template in LaTeX. Well, good night, all.






:: Chokeslammed; Diabolo :: 6:42:00 PM

I join the team of bored workers and depressed people... why?? Because I have to work not one...no no no no...TWO nights with my partner (who is a Homo Pussy) @ the hotel, so please shoot me!!






:: Chokeslammed; The Phoenix Has Risen :: 11:14:00 AM

The Latest In Ranting
Monday Morning 3rd Edition


Damn. Three posts in one day. Gotta slow down.

It's not really that bad of a depression. I miss the few times I was involved with the group just like David was saying. And it's not that he is depressing me, it's the situation. On the upside of all this, I was always a bit of a loner, so it doesn't hit me quite as hard as it must have hit David. And anyway, how would I know if it's fun OR depressing to be around you since you're not around?!? Huh? WELL?!?!? I almost joined the Gold Membership on Classmates.com just to email Katy.

Back to the games. PS2. True Crime: Streets of L.A. is GTA3-esque. It seems, though, that it will be more realistic and not as "overkill", though the fun factor seems up there. Devil May Cry 2. Winter release is EARLIEST. A longer game, mainly outside, more weapons and moves, and the new bitch who will be playable. Batman: Dark Tomorrow will be available on all three. Looks a hell of a lot better than that last P.O.S. Blade 2, which will feature guns, grenades, stakes, glaive, and sword plus martial arts, and then the ability to enter a room by kicking down the door. X-Men: Wolverine's Revenge, which will be released around the next movie. A new Shinobi.

XBox. Again, Batman Dark Tomorrow. Bruce Lee. Dead to Rights, where you have to disarm enemies to get guns, use humans as shields, and use a dog as a playable character to fetch ammo. Release in July.

Misc stuff. Hugh Jackman (Wolverine) involved in Star Wars Episode 3. Episode 2 will be out on DVD quicker than 1 was put out. Episode 3 will be out on DVD and THEN they will put out the original Trilogy, 4, 5, and 6. Boba Fett back in Episode 3, though he can't be older than like 15. Chewbacca may show up in 3. Vader's armor WILL be in Ep 3.






:: Chokeslammed; The Phoenix Has Risen :: 3:35:00 AM

The Latest In Bored Worker Ranting
Monday Morning 2nd Edition


On the lighter side: David, there are new violent games in the works. Devil May Cry 2 is in production. Mostly outdoor city fighting and a new bitch to work with that you get to use. I keep mentioning GTA: Vice City. There are a few more but I have to look in the mags at home again. I will add them later.

Toys R Us have reissues of the G1 Editions of Optimus Prime, Ultra Magnus, and Hot Rod (called Rodimus Minor). They look just like the originals, I believe. Check it out on Transformers.com

The latest XBox mag/demo disk. The disk had a funny ass HALO show. You gotta see this. The mag had the way to beat both Carpenter and the Warden final boss for Hunter. Sorry.

Songs of the Post
Hoobastank - Crawling In the Dark







:: Chokeslammed; The Phoenix Has Risen :: 2:51:00 AM

The Latest In Bored Worker Ranting
Monday Morning Edition


First song of the post seems to reflect David's mood, at least a little bit. I must say I was a bit surprised at first to even SEE a post from him tonight. I figured he'd put up his normal "rebuttal" post tomorrow morning. But the lack of a table caught my attention and I read through the entire thing three or four times. Now I am depressed. Not up to par with him, for sure, but still.......

You see, the type of person I am practically forbids me to allow my friends to be sad or upset if I can even attempt to help it. Though most times my helping was turned on me and thrown in my face, I still try. Yes, I so remember David singing "Somebody To Love" at the top of his lungs. It's hilarious. It doesn't surprise me watching the video put him in this state, as it has been a downer for a couple of years now. I have a copy of that tape and we have viewed it on occasion and he has expressed how upset he is that all those whom he once called "friend" managed to drop themselves off the face of the Earth away from him almost immediately after he went to Drexel College in Pensy. They were all so THRILLED to see him when he came back (though very few to none actually contacted him while he was away, excepting me and one or two others) but they really came all together thanks to a diligent effort by me and LF to bring them all back for that outing, which I was the one who went to Pensy to bring him home in the first place. I know that the last sentence sounds really concieted on my part, and I will admit that the fact that David was coming back was the catalyst for bringing everyone together. I feel that my actions over all this time were nothing more than what a good friend should be doing, and I was shocked that none of the others, who had known him and been close to him for so much longer than I, weren't doing the same thing. Then again, I may have always just read to much into that.

I'd like to think that the one extremely good friend is me, but I may be wrong. He was right about the parties. The '97 one was better due to the sheer volume of people in attendance. Personally, I had problems going on half the night, but still.... '98 was an attempt by David to bring everyone back together and recapture the magic that was the Graduation Party. Unfortunately, David got to find out firsthand what we at home (David was still at Pensy) already knew. The group had "disbanded" and dispersed to do their own things and just didn't give a rats ass anymore, which sucked in general but sucked worse for him. He put up a good front, but it was obvious to me how disapointed he was that the party consisted of himself, me, LF, her brother, and Monky-boy. That was it. Most of the people didn't even bother coming up with good excuses. One swore she didn't know the party was that day. It blew.

I can't neccessarily say I miss how things were when the group was together, only because when I was a part of it, I was the outsider, the outcast. People who to this day deserve to be crucified for their actions were given more respect and caring than I was. It was only because David said so that I was "allowed" to be involved. Maybe Sam liked me too. That's about it as far as I could ever tell. But I do know that the group was wonderful to and for David when he was around. I always looked up to him (funny since I am like half a foot taller) because of his infectious personality that drew people to him in droves and always kept them interested, happy, yet on their toes at all times. I admired his ability to impress a wide range of people from the most numbed dope in the area to the most stuck-up teachers.

I know from his visits he hates the calmness and the incessant working. In the last year of his stopping by, he has almost always said that we have to get work done and all the time we end up doing anything BUT working. There were also the times where he has stopped by with the full intention of getting away. From everything. It is surreal in my neck of the woods. The wide array of animals puncuated by the dog on crack, the next-gen gaming systems (all 3) with the mostly violent games, the stupidity of watching old school '80's cartoons and trying to explain why we loved them as kids and how dumb they seem now, even though we still love them. The hours spent reminising about the last year of high school, since that was the only year worth mentioning. The 3 hour long drives in the middle of the night to the middle of nowhere and back going back and forth between bs'ing and listening to loud music. They were all his release valves, the only place he seemed to able to be himself to the fullest.

I hope he will feel better about himself, but I know this will always linger with him. To all of those whom have drifted away, you are not forgotten. Try to keep in contact with your old friend. If nothing else, email ME and I'll set you up to post here.

Songs of the Post
Godsmack - I Stand Alone / Limp Bizkit - MI:2 Theme / Boxcar Racer - I Fell So / P.O.D. - Youth of the Nation

Quote of the Moment
Jim Carrey (from Cable Guy, during the "Somebody To Love" song)
"Don't take the green acid, that's for the base player. Di-di-DA!, Di-di-DA!, Di-di-da-DA-DA!! ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-Aow! yyeeeeEEOOOOWWWWW!!!





Saturday, June 22, 2002


:: Chokeslammed; The Phoenix Has Risen :: 6:38:00 PM

The Latest In Ranting
Saturday Afternoon Edition


Time to make a full post on yesterday.

***** Lounged around the house until 6. Left to go to the Meadowlands Fair at Giants Stadium. I'm not a Fair/Carnival type myself, but she is all into that sort of thing. She had wanted to go last year, and BS couldn't be bothered, so finally I tried to bring her, but they had just ended the season. She at least appreciated the effort. So this year I saw it had started and offered to take her. We got there around 6:45. It was a bit empty and we wandered for a good hour. Every single gaming booth was practically molesting us the entire time we were there. During the course of the evening, (thanks to the idiotic attendents) I had kids, LF was my friend, girlfriend, and wife. And one guy at the water bumper boats called her Mom. We got her a goldfish and some dart game attendant got me to put out a crapload of money for a stuffed bear in leather. On the way out we got to see the pig races, which made her day, but I got her a bit upset when I refused to try to be a pot-bellied pig rooter for the final race, which was made up of five 300+ pound hogs. We almost stayed for the chimp show, but the women in charge referred to the first chimp as her son, then proceeded to tell us what a great kisser he was, and how it was better than her husband. At that point we ran away.

Then we went to TGI Friday's for dinner. I got a Blue Thunder drink, which has a fruit taste and seems to be on the low side of alchoholic content. She got some twisted margarita type drink which was heavier. We had a really cute blond waitress, David would have been thrilled. We ate and bs'd. When we were on our way out she mentioned how she wasn't seeing straight. Basically, she was having trouble holding the alchohol, and she had only had half the drink. She was a bit tipsy for the car ride home, and had trouble getting up the stairs once we arrived. She passed out almost immediately. I made my quick post, and went to bed.

Well, it was a decent enough time. I had fun before we left, as I found out her laptop for some reason can't view my rant page. But for her to notice that it means that she is still reading the page. Ah well. I called her at work 15 minutes before she was done and chatted a bit. She said she wasn't sure whether or not she was going to the concert since BS had a headache. As of now, at 6:30, (christ, I started writing this at 2) she hasn't gotten home so they must have went. But, she said she would definetly be home tonight and she would stop in by me and say hello. We shall see. *****

Good to see the Japanese Transformers goes between somewhat different and totally different then what we have here. The last version in America was a Anime rip-off and was VERY similar to what I have seen from the Jap version. I haven't rreally gotten anywhere on my new page look. But I was never all that creative when it came to that sort of thing.

Viewing of the Post
Transformers: Season 1 Box Set on DVD - Spent most of the day on the last two disks

Quote of the Moment
Transformers: The Ultimate Doom, Part 3
WheelJack - "We have to figure out how the Decepticons are controlling the humans minds."
Bumblebee - "I found this disk showing plans for a Hypno Chip."
WheelJack - "Mind Control, of course!"





Friday, June 21, 2002


:: Chokeslammed; The Phoenix Has Risen :: 11:19:00 PM

The Latest In Ranting
Friday Late Night Edition


Quick Post: Got back from my night out with LF. Went to the Meadowlands Fair, then TGI Fridays. The drink she had was too much for her (and only half of it) and she practically stumbled into bed. Will post more in the morning. I have been up for 25 hours straight now. I need to go to bed.

Songs of the Post
None - Durex Condom commercials, I hear too many of them on K-Rock, it just flaunts what I am missing right in my face.







:: Chokeslammed; The Phoenix Has Risen :: 3:36:00 AM

The Latest In Bored Worker Ranting
Friday Morning Edition


David is being a pain in the ass everybody. Don't mind him. I would appreciate it if he did not take up a large section of this page with what is no more than a comment. But to each his own, no matter how gay it is.

South Park's most infamous episode was not Cripple Fight. But...... Cripple Fight introduced us to Jimmy, the second "handi-capable" kid in South Park. The kids were liking him more than Timmy, so Timmy was trying to get him killed by dressing Jimmy like Kenny. Also, Big Gay Al was tossed out as a Scoutmaster since the Boy Scouts don't allow Gay's.

Actually I was told that the most infamous Episode(s) were Cartman's Mom Is A Dirty Slut 1 & 2, which featured Part 1 as the end to Season 1, while Part 2 was SUPPOSED to begin Season 2. Instead, they began Season 2 on April Fool's Day, and aired an episode devoted to a Terrance and Phillip show instead, then aired Part 2 three weeks later, just to piss everyone off.

***** I'd better watch out, LF has done the unheard of and put off BS to spend tonight with me doing god knows what. Now all I wonder is how this happened. Did BS just have other plans, which would have made him unavailable anyway thereby freeing her, which would put me in the spot of "well, I had nothing better to do" again? Or did she just tell him that she didn't want to hear me "whine" so she would take one whole day (out of the last three weeks plus however long until this happens again) and shut me up? Or has she actually realized she doesn't have to spend every possible second in his presence and is wanting to spend time with me again? Do I care?!? Well, yes, I do. I have always said no matter how much I'd enjoy spending time with her, I want it to happen because she wants to, not because she doesn't have a better offer or because she doesn't want me complaining on the internet anymore. That being said, what should I suggest to do for the evening? I am limited since we wouldn't start until around 7, she does have to work tomorrow (after which, she is going to PNC for a Mellissa Ethredge concert) and it is a Friday night, one of the busiest nights of the week. *****

Hmmm. I have the weekend now to work on my new pages, as well as some serious gaming. Maybe I can throw some more reviews/rants online. Thanks to David, I will miss yet ANOTHER computer show (Yes, I could go alone, but that's no fun and I always look to David for advice as I am still learning) since he is busy Saturday with family. You bitch ho. You just lost your cheese privileges for the next time you stop by.

Sam, Diabolo, POST SOMETHING!!!!

Songs of the Post
Beastie Boys - Intergalactic / Chad Kroeger and ??? - Hero / Earshot - Get Away / Incubus - Warning

Quote of the Moment
South Park, Cripple Fight, News Announcer
"This man was recently arrested for taking naked pictures of young boys while posing as a Scoutmaster. Now we will show you those photos. Here's one. Here's another. This one is just wrong. And here's another one."





Thursday, June 20, 2002


:: Chokeslammed; The Phoenix Has Risen :: 3:26:00 AM

Here's a quick update for David. The infamous SouthPark Episode, according to TVGuide.com, is Cripple Fight. The continuation of Season 6 starts next week. Also, The new Transformers series and a new He-Man series are slated to start August 30th on Cartoon Network. Just FYI.





:: Chokeslammed; The Phoenix Has Risen :: 1:33:00 AM

The Latest In Bored Worker Ranting
Thursday Morning Edition


I REALLY don't want to do a table like David does, so a simple title will have to do. I have made it no secret to David that the table in my rant annoys me to no end, but he never listens. Ah well, such is life. Bored Worker Ranting is obviously based on the fact that I am bored and posting from work. Tonight was a surprisingly easy night, and though I am not done as of this post, I only have approximately 20 minutes of actual work left, not counting phone calls and the like.

David, next time post that you will be busy on the weekend. First off, you can turn it into a wicked gay joke, and second, I will most definetely read it, unlike the possibility of missing your email or you not just telling me when I called today. I mean, I am just sooooooo broken up over the fact that I won't see you..........what was I talking about? Couldn't have been important.

*****For those of you who remember yesterday's post, this is a LF rant warning. She got to hurt herself while they wandered around NYC for no apparant reason. Seems he didn't worry too much as he just dropped her off (earlier than usual, I might add) and din't help her inside. (She had hurt her knee, had trouble walking.) Being the gentleman I am, however, as soon as I found out about this I offered to help her out (of her pants, that is........What?!?). Actually I just sorta offered to help out in general, risking being late to work. Getting her out of her pants just happens to be something she mentioned she had to do.

LF had stopped in by me in the morning and sat down as if she was going to attempt to hold a conversation, but I threw a brisk "And what do you want" at her and she ran away. I stopped in by her afterwards with the list of jerky and told her to mark of the types she wanted to try so I could put some aside for her. After that we chatted for around 10 minutes when I caught the doorbell for the upstairs (which only rings in my room) going off. I looked downstairs and saw (no lying here) a large stomach in the doorway and that was about it. I told LF it was BS and then I yelled down the stairs to him "Go away". That got LF laughing hysterically all the way out the front door. She only stopped long enough to say to BS "Don't mind Keith" to which I replied "No, fuck that, you better mind me. Now get the hell out of hear before I beat the crap out of both of you." LF took it in stride, and I have no idea how BS reacted.

The side note on all this was we had discussed me complaining that I never get to spend time with her anymore. She always tries to make herself feel better by saying I am jealous of BS. I explained that I don't give a rat's ass about BS I just enjoyed spending time with her as long as it was on a friend level, not a "I have nothing better to do" level. I'd complain the same way about David if he ran off with another man all the time. 'SNIFF, SNIFF' you BASTARD!!! Anyway. The point is I'm the type of person who hates doing anything on his own because I end up being bored quickly. I need to have someone else there to keep things interesting.*****

Songs of the Post (Yes, this post took so long to write we have multiple songs)
Godsmack - I Stand Alone / Papa Roach - She Loves Me Not / Ozzy Osbourne - Dreamer

Quote of the Moment
Ozzy Osbourne (screaming) - SHARON!!





Wednesday, June 19, 2002


:: Chokeslammed; The Phoenix Has Risen :: 5:27:00 AM

The Latest in Bored Worker Ranting
Wednesday Morning Edition


*****Here I am at 5 am sitting in the bosses office wondering why the hell I am even conscious. I realized there was no decent answer to that question, so I moved on in thinking. LF has opted not to join this little page, and has said how she is upset that I am broadcasting her bad qualities on the net (to the whole 3 people who actually read this page) and she hinted that it is worse that I do it than when BS was doing the same thing. To add, BS has discontinued posting on Randomness ever since I emailed him saying I was reading it. Seems that his problems w/LF can be known by everyone but me. Funny.
As amused as I was by LF's insistence that I stop berating her online, I decided that there was no need to. She is the only one who seems to care. I write it out and then usually ignore it from then on. Anyone who reads this page who doesn't care just ignores those parts of my posts. So I figure I'll continue and just try to 'section off' the parts about her so it can be skipped. You'll notice the bolded stars at the beginning of the last paragraph and at the end of this one. There are the markers, folks. See that and know a LF rant is in the middle.*****

Live and be jealous, David. Diabolo has a higher hotornot rating then you. Must be a lot of gay Mexican's visiting that site, huh Homo Mexicano Pussy. And David, you ASCII art looks worse than before. What did you do?

I just up and spent $70 bucks on assorted beef jerky. LF and David better appreciate it. No cheese for you this weekend, David. Chips and jerky, if it's in.

Song of the Post: None, all commercials, and they all suck.

Quote of the Moment:
Cartman - "Man, if I was older, I'd be totally {bleep}ing off right now."






:: Chokeslammed; Diabolo :: 12:41:00 AM

Heyyyyyyyyyyyy Pussy Boy I got my rating @ Hotornot.com!! take a
look here:

See Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa Darth Pussy!




Tuesday, June 18, 2002


:: Chokeslammed; The Phoenix Has Risen :: 9:55:00 AM

I will be working on creating my own template for this rant page as well as looking to redesign my whole site. I am looking for a new main logo, plus logos/headers and backgrounds for my individual pages. I am focusing on the main page and the blog page, but hope to do all. Any suggestions are appreciated.






:: Chokeslammed; The Phoenix Has Risen :: 1:43:00 AM

Sam has finally arrived on the post board. And it's about time too.

David, computer show this weekend at the Meadowlands Expo Center. Let me know if you want to go.

LF tried to sucker me into doing errands with her so she could ditch me afterwards for BS, but I wised up and stayed in bed sleeping.

Song of the Post: Puddle of Mudd - Control

Quote of the Moment:
David, every time you tell him you have a question for him. - "No, I am not Gay!"




Monday, June 17, 2002


:: Chokeslammed; Sam :: 11:31:00 PM

Hi... um... and that's about it...

Well, I've been lurking on an almost daily basis and here is, more or less, just a "hello" post.

Nothing going on, nothing to really rant about (though Chuck Coulson was tearing it up on CNN this morning (the 30th aniversary of the Watergate breakin (fyi))). That's about it. Kinda boring, really... oh well. Hullo to all! I'm now running off to bed!





:: Chokeslammed; Diabolo :: 6:37:00 PM

I just have a short comment about LF.... Trying to go out w/her....on her B day....with a pussy boyfriend (or whatever) watching her like a dog.... It's gonna be harder than getting a nice table at a nice restaurant on Valentine's Day.

The Force Be With U Pussy Boy.





:: Chokeslammed; The Phoenix Has Risen :: 5:25:00 AM

Diabolo has FINALLY posted something almost worth reading. Wait, wait.......no, it's really not.

Was told by LF that he had just stopped by to pick up the tape she made him of the Tyson/Lewis fight. Right. Uh-huh. Sure. He was not busy all day, he stops by two hours before her work ends just to go home after a few minutes and then come back later to pick her up for the night. Who does she think she is bs'ing?

Here's one I forgot to mention. One of the times I was trying to get her to understand my side of this lack of friendshp thing, I said that I knew I would save a bunch of money come her birthday. She asked why, and I told her. Her b-day is on a Tuesday, which would make Wednesday a perfect time to plan a day for us to go out and celebrate, based on her being off. But seeing how things are now, Brian will end up taking off and making his own plans, which she will go do regardless of what I come up with or when. That means if I paid for anything in advance I'd be screwed. So I just won't bother. I mentioned that's how it is these days. I'd like to do something with her, but I can't because she forces herself to be busy with him whether she wants to or not. So she tells me to plan something and we can do it. I asked for when could I plan this? The only really available day is Wednesday and you keep letting him take off so you can go run around. She had no answer.

On the upside, I have a cavity that seems like it will have to get dealt with in the next few weeks. Nothing like spending money for pain to clear your head!!





Sunday, June 16, 2002


:: Chokeslammed; Diabolo :: 6:18:00 PM

Hey Gringo Loco, I'm back.... Well now I see some action, can I say something?? Please?? Please?? I'm gonna say it anyway.

My P.Girlfriend was calling me the whole weekend @ the hotel, but i said to Joe to make up any excuse and say that I'm not in the building or whatever.... Finally I think I'm gonna follow your advice (of not being a pussy) and have the bolas (balls) to say bye for good. Anyway.... I put my picture on hotornot.com so let's see what happens.

Last comment.... I know I'm a pussy (well at least my father doesn't think I am) but that guy BS is the biggest Pussy!! He is just a pendejo! See ya!





:: Chokeslammed; The Phoenix Has Risen :: 4:12:00 PM

Just got back from an outing with Dad. Went to the Four Sisters Winery in Belvidere, which was hosting a Pig Roast and a Renaissance Festival. Stayed a couple of hours and watched a few shows, had some pig, then beat the storm home.

Was going to stop by DNE to find out if LF needed a ride home later and to let her know I got back o-k (common courtesy) but BS was there. So much for how busy she is and how she isn't supposed to have anyone there. Thay haven't spent much time together the last couple of days, but they were both sick, so I can't say the end is here.....yet.

Hunter has been beaten!!!!



Saturday, June 15, 2002


:: Chokeslammed; The Phoenix Has Risen :: 12:17:00 PM

Got my Palm Pilot m500 yesterday and started fucking with it today.

Time to play Hunter: The Reckoning for XBox.



Friday, June 14, 2002


:: Chokeslammed; The Phoenix Has Risen :: 12:57:00 PM

Let's respond to David outright instead of commenting. First off, when I called your ass at 9 this morning you couldn't be bothered picking up the phone, obviously because you were busy posting. Second. After all the times I said this was your domain and I would transfer ownership to you and so on, and you told me no, it's your site you own it, NOW your going to dispute me, huh? And don't make any more big tables in the middle of my posting page. Thank god for Administrative edit. Plus cman doesn't post here, I do.





:: Chokeslammed; The Phoenix Has Risen :: 5:10:00 AM

KM's Quote of the Moment: Limp Bizkit - Boiler
"Why'd you have to go and be somebody like you? Why'd you have to go and hurt somebody like me? How could you use somebody like that? Now you know that I'm never coming back."

Next paragraph is an LF Rant. Skip to the one after for more nonsense.

***** Just like Monday, she was going to need a ride home from work. She asks me to keep the phone around so she can call me. (How lucky am I ! ) It's going into my last day of work, and that combined with WMX8 had me staying up pretty late. We had a quick conversation that ended when I bitched her out for only bothering with me when she needed something. (Examples; Thr two days this week for rides, Wednesday which I explained in a post she stopped by in the morning because a recorded CD stopped working and she wanted me to fix it, and she wants me to pick her up today and go shopping with her just so I can bring her home in time to go out with him again.) She did her normal routine by saying she was sorry, which she should know by now infuriates me more. I yelled "You are not fucking sorry so stop fucking saying that!" over the phone and hung up on her. She calls me back and is talking like she actually gives a shit, which she doesn't, and chats with me a few more minutes. I end up staying awake till 3 p.m., which isn't good if I have to go drive at 5. She calls for me, it doesn't register (and the phone is less than a foot from my head) so she walks home. She comes in my room to get the phone (after all, she has to call BS) and I wake up immediately, which makes me wonder how I missed the phone ringing. She grabs the phone and storms out muttering "You fucking piece of shit" as I attempt to comprehend what just happened. I get up and stop in by her, prompting her to tell me to get the fuck out. I ask what the hell was wrong and she bitched about having to walk (like none of us could use it). I told her the truth, I never heard the phone ring. She didn't give a shit. So basically, I have to go out of my way to do something for someone who wouldn't bother helping me out, but if I can't do it I'm an asshole. What did I miss? *****

Now I know the cat is cheering on the dog. I found the cat in my room this morning looking like he was trying to hide something. Considering there is no way the cat should have been in the room to begin with, I wonder.......

Nick has been diligently remaking the Aldazar website. So far it looks very good, except a blue bar on the bottom that needs to end at some point. I am actually agreeing with the lack of the Aldazar font (MS Reference 1) for once. The only thing I noticed is the lack of me as any part of the main company setup. David has already said he will get this fixed, and my two cents on the subject would be to take over the Webmaster space Nick gave to himself. Nick is most definetely the page/graphic designer, but I own the net space and the domain name. And I know enough HTML, Java, and so on to fix minor problems. Thanks Nick.

David, I need to go play pool and bowling again soon. Get that female and let's go.




Thursday, June 13, 2002


:: Chokeslammed; The Phoenix Has Risen :: 3:49:00 AM

David has made an interesting comment under my last post which gives his answer to my Dragonball wish question. My only comment to him about that would have to be "Here's your sign." Think on that one.

Sam has joined my little blogging team, though he has yet to post anything. He is our old buddy from High School and we miss hearing from him, so hopefully we shall hear something soon.

I have NOTHING to say about LF today, I realize I say too much. Except for that today would have been our five year anniversary. Betcha she doesn't even remember. Betcha I don't care.

Moving on. My dog stopped trying to dig a hole to China when I told him what Chinese food is rumored to be made out of. He is currently going to Ireland to get drunk and fight bigger dogs. My cat is cheering him on............

My thanks to LF for taking care of my beloved feline appropriately named Aldazar in his time of need. The quick vet trip and twice a day medications were all provided with only a slight begrudging by her.

Quote of the Moment: MiB
Smith - "K, did you ever flashy-thing me?"
Jones - "No."
Smith - "K, I aint playin! Did you ever flashy-thing me?!?"
Jones - "No."




Wednesday, June 12, 2002


:: Chokeslammed; The Phoenix Has Risen :: 12:25:00 AM

This post was me bitching about LF. It had some negative and downright derogatory statements about her actions of last week, but a damning shot of decency hit me, not for the first time. So I edited my post and here it is.

Had a decent though hot sleep. Woke up around 8:30 and realized I had better clean up. Was messing around online downloading stuff and trying to chat with girls until I had to leave for work. Right at this point I am doing ok. Kinda annoyed with the world in general, wondering whether or not to take L up on her offer to help us get Palm PDA's. I like the idea, but then I think that I don't want to read Brian bitching about her giving me money, even though she gets one too.

Basically Wednesday is LF's one day off. Since it is during the week and BS is SUPPOSED to be working, it gives me the opportunity to spend some time with her, which is something we both said we enjoyed. For the last two weeks she has been spending every non-working moment around him to make up for the months upon months where she didn't give a rats ass about seing him at all. This all started right after the LAST time he dumped her, which would make the third or fourth 3 day break-up in this latest year and 8.5 month stab at a long term for them. Every single time they have broken up, after the 3 day period, they get back together and pull the "I can't bear to be away from you for more than three seconds at a time" routine. Each time they go through this the stay together all the time act lasts a little bit longer before they lapse back into the old routine of "whatever". Last time, which happened a couple months back, they managed to go 2.5 weeks! They are at about 3 weeks now, so we shall see what comes to pass.

Anyway. The basic idea is that she calls me on my cell right after I get to work to tell me that he has taken off work the next 2 Wednesdays and made plans for them. Gotta love the girl for making sure that a customer service rep at a hotel is pissed off all night.

The worst part is she stayed over his house last night, though she had to be dropped off at home this morning to get ready for work. Tonight, she spends the evening there, then comes home just so she can go out with him again come the morning. How stupid.



Tuesday, June 11, 2002


:: Chokeslammed; Diabolo :: 11:24:00 PM

Im still waiting for some "action" you gringo loco.. u know what I mean.. uuhh uhhh mm... mm.. yeah!!





:: Chokeslammed; The Phoenix Has Risen :: 1:37:00 PM

Work was slow. Wrestlemania X8 for GameCube is in. Its better than RAW for XBox at least. The Create-A-Wrestler is in the middle of RAW and Smackdown. The gameplay is somewhat better than RAW and on par with Smackdown, though I miss the hardcore brutality of No Mercy. In that game, if you beat on someone badly enough, they started to get injured. Also the size ratio. X-pac couldn't bodyslam Rikishi, though in all other games he can.

At least weapons do some damage here, though not enough. I haven't found any way to edit current wrestlers other than movesets, and even that is limited. And my favorite move, my characters finisher since CAW started in wrestling games, the Death Valley Driver, is nowhere to be found.

There is no excuse for the lack of nWo, Hogan, Booker T, and some of the others music. They say the Hardyz music isn't there either, but if you pay attention, the guitar riffs bringing them out is their theme off of the Forcable Entry CD.

All in all it beats out RAW, which I resold within the week, and is on par with Smackdown. But like any other wrestling fan/gamer, I am hoping for better from the next titles, such as SD: Shut Your Mouth and RAW 2.



Monday, June 10, 2002


:: Chokeslammed; The Phoenix Has Risen :: 5:58:00 PM

I just noticed the addition of Diabolo to this little blogsite. Diabolo is a friend from work, and a huge, giant, Mexicano pussy. Hey pussyboy, if you want something interesting, how abouts trying to POST something interesting. Genius.





:: Chokeslammed; The Phoenix Has Risen :: 5:51:00 PM

Well, I just wasted another hour of sleep attempting to be friendly with that pain in the ass.

I go out of my way waking up and losing sleep so she doesn't have to walk home, only to find out that BS was home anyway and I was played for the millionth time. He likes to complain about how nice she is to me. He has no fucking clue. She takes a whole 45 minutes out of her time to chat with me, which results in me chatting and her sitting there annoyed waiting for me to finish so she can run right out to him and be gone for another night.

Anyone else allow themselves to be spurned by former lovers on a consistent basis? All I ever ask for is the friendship she has so often promised me, and all I ever get is the proverbial "sit on it and rotate while I am nice to everyone but you" from this annoyance whom I used to care for.

Ah such is life.

On a lighter note, my dog is attempting to dig his way to China through my floor.......on the second story of the house.





:: Chokeslammed; Diabolo :: 4:36:00 PM

Uhmm.. Uhmm..I'm waiting for something interesting....





:: Chokeslammed; The Phoenix Has Risen :: 10:02:00 AM

Here we have it folks! The very first online rant/post by me to my very own journal page. I really have no clue why these things exist, but it seemed interesting enough so I figured I'd toss one up on my own.

I found out about these little pages through my ex's new bitch, who has a link to one of these blog sites known as Randomness. After taking the time to read through all his posts, as well as some of the other people, I realized that people with nothing better to do with there life can blog and talk about random bs, or just rant a bit about problems to nobody and get off some steam. I got to find out some very interesting things about how I was percieved by this genius, and about what was REALLY going on in that oh so doomed relationship. But I digress.
Simply put, I was really bored at work last night so I signed up for this. I figure I will post what I want when I want and if I am lucky, a few others may post too, for no one's benfit save my own. Maybe I can learn a thing or three about some of my friends.

Question of the moment: (As an avid Dragonball Z fan) If the Dragonballs were real and you had all seven and had summoned the dragon, you would have the opportunity for one wish. What would you wish for? There are practically no limitations here, so be creative and don't feel the need to be realistic or even mature about this one.

That's all for now. A quick trip to drop off my accident report and then to sleep for the day, at least until the ex needs a ride home from work at 5 or so.



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